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Title:	Once After Awhile.
Date:	2009-07-03 @ 20:43
Security:	public

Haha. its seems ages since i last update my journal entry.

well, let me start my entry with an blissful event. Yesterday was one of my dearest Besties 22nd Birthday, hereby wishing her once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MINMIN!!!

i think this year, i disappointed her with the cake i gotten her. this year i actually got her cupcakes with Charlie Brown and Friends.

*something actually happend on that day which i am really really sorry about though she understand and was not angry yet im not happy with myself and im glad that she's understanding : )*

i reckon that is time again for me to do some self-reflections.

1st of all, ever since i started stepping into the working society, i have not least even own some decent savings. Months ago, i set my heart against my butter fingers of spending money to grow my saving in hope of achieving a desired goal. intitally i succeeded in maintaing a little decent amount of savings in March but alas to date, i seems to have spend up that little bit of small savings i had.

Nevertheless, i have resolved that i would set my pathetic slow incling savings amount monthly into an account which i would not have an ATM card. haha. i am REALLY in need of D.I.S.C.I.P.L.I.N.E.

And it is also due to the lack of D.I.C.I.P.L.I.N.E. that i feel so lost. i do harbour dreams but i seem to lack the courage of even taking the first step. i wanted to go into the sales line as i hope to be earning more so as to allow me to hire individuals to assist my parents at their shop.

apparently, its seem alittle quiet and manpower is not quite there. and worst of all, my family issues was not ruled out even after several rounds of talks and quarrels. '

I understand and agrees that to manage and run a business is not easy especially in the era of F&B. lots of customer service, self discipline and monetary management is fundamental.

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Title:	Clearing Spider Webs.
Date:	2009-05-06 @ 14:36
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haha. indeed there are lots of spider webs for me to clear as i have not been updating for the past EIGHT weeks!!! Oh my god.

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Title:	Missing In Action.
Date:	2009-03-06 @ 00:25
Security:	public
Mood:	happy

as per my caption, i indeed went missing in action for quite some time. didnt update my journal. my dear readers, if you are still visiting my livejournal site, i truly apologise for not updating. hope you guys would be patience with me and forgive me for not being prompt.

as usual, several events happend in my life recently, but i would only like to share the joys.

i told myself, i MUST get my class three licence the first time round. i MUST simply thank my supportive parents, dearest boyfriend and ALL lovely besties and collegues for giving me their well and good luck wishes. without your wishes and moral encouragements, i do not think i am able to make the cut.

not omitting the driving instructors from SSDC, they are simply full of patience and armed with fanastic knowledges and restlessly passing on the good skill which i need to know and corrects me whenever i did a sily mistake in the circuit and on the road.

talking about "on-the-road", i must mention and hightlight that i wanna scream and shout at these idiotic drivers who simply and selfishly deprives new learners like me off into a corner. have they forgot how they obtain their licences. honk for no damn reason. well, let me talk alittle of one of these incidents for better understanding of why i simply get sooooooo pissed off!!

there is this once i was i on a two-lane street, at that point there is this uncle who just wanted to follow behind me on the left lane of the two-lane. following behind me is not an issue. the issue is that since he wanted to follow behind the wheels which i am in control, and he honk at me for no reason. and after honking, he just sped off. if he thinks that i obstructed him, in the first place why did he not use the right lane which is meant for faster moving vehicles.

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Title:	my life before CNY & CNY.
Date:	2009-02-03 @ 00:02
Security:	public
Mood:	crappy

haha. i must be asking for trouble. fancy me for not updating constantly. now i squeeing every single bit of my brain juice to recall all the past events.

erm. since i stopped updating before CNY. i shall start off with the Reunion Lunch & Dinner.

well, i had have in the afternoon Reunion Meal at Home with my Daddy, Mummy and Grandma. Mummy cooked Roasted Duck, Abalone, the traditional black "Fai Cai" and my favourite braised mushrooms. humm.. yum yum is the word that i will use to describe the Reunion Lunch.

As for Dinner, as usual for the recent years, i went to his place to have Reunion Dinner with his family. haha. Steamboat as usual but this year is slightly different from prior years. as in i cannot explain via words. but if i were to jot them down in words, i would use the many different dishes.

WELCOMING THE YEAR OF MOOMOO..~first day of CNY.

i woke up around 8.30am. haha but as usual i will slack and rot up to thirty minutes before i finally pull myself out of the bed and get prepared. around 10.30am, my aunt and her family arrives at my house. haha. due to the fact that they are slight late this year. i stayed and chat a really short while before i rush off to his place as i am running late. OMG. all my life, i seemed to be rushing here and there. haha

nevertheless, i was not late. haha. as i was on my way to his place, i called to ask him if he will come down and bring me up to his place. guess what..!!! he simply said that you coming to my place to "pai nian" and you want me to fetch you. and he completed his sentence with a laugh. well, i was like DAMN~.

and of course FOR SURE, i went whining and whining proclaiming that later when we arrives at my aunt's place, i shall go up without him first. and he will come up on himself. HAHA *laughs*

when will i stop becoming so revengeful on him.....

my CNY shall be continued... *aRghs* simply cannot jot down the past events..

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Title:	Wishful Thoughts.
Date:	2009-01-20 @ 11:57
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Mood:	confused

How i wish that i am now at a serene island alone with only the sand, sea and the sky.

wandering into my deep deep thoughts.

i really wish to be alone and sort out my feelings.

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Title:	aRghhhh...
Date:	2009-01-19 @ 10:55
Security:	public
Mood:	blah

OMG.

cannot believe that i forgot my password again. only realise when i wanted to drop a short comment in my blog these few days. and i didn't have the time to log in via my lappie which i have direct access without typing the password. haha. this must be the retribution of laziness.

once again, another 4T Gathering is coming up. but this time is definately a different asmostphere as this gathering is also cum a farewell of one of our treasured teachers in those Secondary Days.

well, sad to say, the attendance is also quite pathetic as compared to the prior one. what can i say. all i can say is that i didn't do a good job this time around. perhaps the nearing of the Lunar New Year also plays a part. another funny thing that when i first planned the gathering, i did not realise that 25th January 2009 is actually Eve of the Lunar New Year.

Nevertheless, i considered luckily to have place the date of the gathering on a Saturday afternoon instead of evening.

haha. i shall looked forward to the Gathering this Saturday at Pastamania@Hougang Mall. haha.

not omitting the Reunion Dinner on Sunday. have not get any thing yet. omg. i better go look around and grab something real fast before the long long queue and facing the Sold-Out tag in supermarkets. hahahahahahah

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Title:	shopping spree and red cliff II..
Date:	2009-01-12 @ 00:26
Security:	public
Mood:	hyper

haha. yesterday, went to tampiness mall to shop for new year clothes together with mokie and qiqi. haha guess what, i actually board 72 on the wrong side. the side which was heading for yio chu kang instead of tampines. well, thank god that i realise not only when i reach the interchange. therefore i alight and managed to take a cab after waiting quite a while. otherwise, mokie would have to wait for me alone as qiqi have yet to arrive.

even with discount, i spent almost one hundred and fifty dollars. omg, including my school fee and books and all the misc stuff i think i will soon spend all my money. haha. my god. i better be thrifty. after shopping at tampines, we headed down to bugis to meet zhen, wen, stanely and luis. managed to get myself a nice pair of flats. erm. i think want to get a pair of heels and slipper. haha. i simply cannot control my self when it comes to shoes. i simply loooovvvee shoes. haha. strange ya. and the day before i spend about ifty bucks on giodano. haha. got myself three tops. of course discount applicable otherwise it will cost even more. haha

erm. after awhile at bugis, wen, stanely and me left for cinileisure to meet ah peng, jenny and ber for a quick dinner before our much anticipated movie; red cliff II. this movie is a MUST watch movie. very nice. the movie lasted about two hours. n it was the first time ber and i managed to finish a pack of popcorn.

well, its already eleven days since 2009 and lunar new year is approaching. and i have yet to purchase anything for our parents. intially i already thought of what to get already but i was told not to get that and need not get anything. but personally i feel quite awkward if i do not get anything. so, i am still struggling to come to conclusion what to get. and perhaps as requested not get anyting. this year i seem to look specially forward to lunar new year. and no particular reason has been thought of.

today, i finally went to develop all the photos which have been in my camera for ages. haha.

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Title:	Blogging Addiction???
Date:	2009-01-08 @ 22:18
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Mood:	confused

recently, i seemed to be flooded with thoughts. also, i felt that i have the urge to blog down my thoughts as though writing a daily daily. well, i cannot find any explaination for this. nevertheless, i can cease to figure about this as this isn't really important.

well, i been pondering recently over some personal career shift. i foreseen a bold move however just when i felt fully confidence of myself, i begin to lose confidence. nevertheless, my mind is almost set on this decision and not regret no matter what. preservence and positive attitude is what i have to adhere.

my craving to know more of his past on and off slides through my mind. though my mind tells my heart not to bother so much but i simply wish to know or meet face-to-face with that individual. till now i cannot figure out the reason for this thought but my heart seems to be very interested and curious. what am i interested about or curious about, personally i really do not have any answer.

people reading my blog now must be thinking that i am insane. while others do not wish to know more and meet up or bump into with that individual, i totally opposite.

maybe i want to understand more about my boyfriend's mindset prior and now. maybe i am just simply curious to know her and have a good look of her but definately not for a bad reason.

haha. update abit of today's events, went to check on manicure packages. not ready fo Lunar New Year but my bestie's wedding. after work, went to Cinileisure to purchase tickets for this saturday's hot hit; Red Cliff 2. the much awaited movie for many individuals. while concluding if i should get Famous Amos, i saw a familiar face; XAVIER. haha. of course we chatted for five minutes or so. haha. five minutes seemed to be too short a time to continue a chat, therefore we concluded that we should meet up someday real soon.

well, i guess i better not think so much and garner sleep as i really really very sleepy. about an hour ago, i wanted to sleep but i cannot fall asleep. perhaps, i want to do some blogging first. since im done with it, it is advisable to sleep now. to prepare for work and night class tomorrow; my much interested topic, business law.

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Title:	Feeling The Pressure.
Date:	2009-01-07 @ 12:30
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Mood:	energetic

haha. two weeks have passed and my night classes have resumed. yesterday was the first lesson of International Marketing as well as first lesson of the semester. the lecturer looked quite alright and his voice kinda resemble a lecturer (Mr. Lee) from our Economic two semesters back.

haha. new semester, new modules. but i foresee that i will be more time poor as there are three modules to juggle = more assignments, presentations and more projects.

Statistics for Marketing, Marketing Practices & Business Law and International Marketing. Well, even that i believe that i will enjoy myself specially in the moudule for Marketing Practices & Business Law as i felt that i have interest for history and law.

In addition, i believe that upon completion of this particular module, i will be able to know more about the statutory and legal requirements. As such, i will also be able to communicate better in my work aspects and who knows, this might be an additional topic which i can talk about during interactive sessions and networking meetings.

i also believe that the more knowledge you acquire, you will assess to the people in the society via a simpler and easier mode.

But it is also very important to remain humble and potrait a positive learning attitude.

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Title:	Random Thoughts
Date:	2009-01-04 @ 18:29
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Mood:	pleased

haha. first of all. wishing everyone a blissed and jovial 2009!!!

wanted to update my journal but again was quite lazy to do so until today. i told myself; come on, time yto update update and UPDATE!!!

well, need to start updating from 31st December; last day of 2008. De-Brief of 2008.

whatever starts definately has an end as time will not stop for any reason. there is no time machine. therefore, no matter good or bad, happy or sad, bliss or anger, let the bypass be by bypass cause you will not live not another similar second of your life. Remember, never to make any mistake in your life but if you really do, try and salavage the situation. whatever the outcome may be, be glad that least you tried.

haha. enough of whining.

on the last day of new year, i went to celebrate one of my bestie's birthday. really enjoyed myself there. not only the celebration of her 21st birthday taken place, count down did as well. we past midnight via spraying crazy ribbons. believe it or not the whole bunch of us actually finished two carton of those sprays. OMG! and at one point of time, i transformed into a cowgirl as i was covered from head to toe full of those ribbons.

new year resolution of 2009!!!!
welcome the year of M0000000000.. ~my favourite, my love.

1. gain more knowledge not limiting to aspects of carrer and life (my thirst for knowledge can never be
     satisfied);
2. learn to save up (already entered adulthood, should already have master the art of saving);
3. finding the real and true me (always felt that i have never ever been really myself; as if you asked me about
     myself i can never be able to answer confidently);
4. be a filial daughter to my mummy (able to execute our plan);
5. able to master the art of interperonal relationship (i want my friendships secured no matter what happens);
6. able to express myself better (kinda hard to express care and concern to those i really cared about as i am
    a silent do-er) ; and
7. really really slim down (been having that resolution for the past few years an yet to achieve).

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